Friday, March 7, 2008

* ARGHHHHHHH *

ok.

so i have been sitting here for like a goddamn 4 hrs

in the end

i got 5.36/10 on my homework

how lame is that?! *bangs head against calculator*

i swear. its conspiracy. the professor and TAs don't want us to excel. that's all.

i have officially cracked my head open doing this thing. and i havent moved my bum @ all for 4 hrs *rub rub*

Labels: chem, rant, uni

9:15 PM |

Friday, January 25, 2008

* pissed off *

ya know.

there are those kind of people that would make me literally pissed off that i just want to tell them to fcuk off.

like totally.

Labels: rant

7:46 PM |

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

* rainy day ... as always *

it's 12:36PM and im here at work, sitting at my beloved working desk, the best one in the office cuz it has this huge arse window which i often look out ... and daydream. and think to myself where are all of these people are going ...
im @ like the 20th floor, in a very urban city call Bellevue in Washington. So yeah, everything looks quite small. but i see lots of traffic, and people walking, dogs jumping and prancing, Christmas lights everywhere. and i see the great big sky ... wooooo...

speaking of the sky, it's grey. and the clouds are moving southbound.
as always. sooner or later, it'd bound to rain. and then my mood will deplete as well.
usually, i like rain. When i sit on my bed, listening to music. listening to the rain plattering on the roof is the best feeling in the world.
but i dont feel that way lately.
mm.
various reasons ne.

#1: GRADES. yes people, sue/tsukie has actually failed a class. i cant help but keep moping about it. ARGH. it's so not me to like ...... get left-behind. at least i got credit for it. *sighs*
but then. people always says you learn from your mistakes. So watch out ya'll ppl in Chem 152, I'm gonna catch up sooner or later. Hmm, finally made me open my eyes and reality hits me. I better get a 4.0 next quarter.

#2: So since i failed chem 142. or atually, i didnt fail, i just didnt get enough high score to get to the next level. i got a 1.4 when i needed a 1.7, anyhow. so i have to re-take the class again. Thank god i found a spot, but then, it totally changes my schedule. I wanna take chem 142, psychology and physics. But the quiz section that i have for chem class just ruines everything. YAH. hard to explain for you ppl who dont go to my uni but let's just hope for someone to drop out on chem 142 so that i can change my quiz section class. *fingers crossed*

#3: PMS. no its not PMS anymore, its MSIP. Menstrual Syndrome In Progess. I always like to rant. why doesn't the opposite sex get stuck with it too ne?! Why do we females have to stuck with these monthly crap. Changes my mood like a straight 180. and now, i like to snap at people and find their faults. basically, a bad company. So watch out aye. After 4-5 days, i should be better. At least, that's what i think.

#4: XMAS! AH FUDGE. i still haven't gone out and buy presents for people and it's less than a week before xmas is here. I know you aussies dont care for it but yah! its XMAS. and i have to admit that i got some presents already -_-;;. and ah, just feel guilty, cuz cuz ... they got me something and i don't return the favor back. speaking of xmas, remind me that im also doing the secret santa thing.

OH MAN. OH MAN.

i know fo real whats hitting my bad mood now.

THE PLANNING~!!

SHIT.

i knew i was forgetting something.

JCNET's Most Wanted is coming up this week and i still haven't got it ready yet.
Then there is the Survivor Games that Spaxie is practically planning it up all by himself which i totally feel guilty about.
And then there is the I <3 Jay game that Dincy is leaving me to run because her computer is going wacko. [it's alright Dincy, just get your comp. back on. and i called you too. the voicemail thing is so hilarious~! the lady's accent. jesus, as funny as anduz's. ROFl.]

AISHHHHHH. And then there is the Review Compeition. in Week 5 as wells.

ladie's and gents, Tsukie's brain shall explode in the matter of weeks.

but *sighs* this is lifeeee.

and speaking of JCNET.

SCREW THEM. SSS.
YES. it's finally revealed.

i dont like them people.
they are so tainting JCNET. And they need to get a life. like seriously.

ARGH. and so childish tooo. jeez, even ziai acts older than them and she's 14~!

*sighs* immature kids. i shouldn't be getting all worked up cuz of them but my patience is like THIS thin.
dont make me lose my temper. it will be ugly. totally ugly. and i probably can, wait, not can, but WILL be meaner and eviller than reene poo poo. :) in that case, the probability of being 'banned' will be hanging around my neck. but, like i care anymore. can't just ignore them cuz, i JUST have to do something about it.

the end.

such a random post. but w.e i just need somewhere to write down all of this stuff.

Labels: life, random, rant

12:35 PM |

Thursday, December 6, 2007

* emotions *

crap crap crap.

some things are moving way too fast for me.
dont know how to slow down ne.

i dont wanna feel this way but . argh. argh. argh.

i wanna feel .. independent again.

i feel so constricted.

i hate having to feel these kind of emotions.
it hurts so much.

screw me.
screw life.

Labels: randoms, rant

9:31 AM |

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

* stories and rantings *

hiiii everyone *waves*
Tsukie is being a nerd now. wearing eyeglasses constantly. although they hardly do anything. >____<
they suck.
i need to get new ones.
omo.
but im so lazy.

random: i just made a fresh strawberry smoothie. i swear, it's the best one that i made yet. it tasted so good !! even the customer said that too. *rises proudly* it needs a blue ribbon, where can i submit it for competition ne?
haha. jks la. but i think im in love now ... with strawberry smoothies .. *drools* i think i'll need to put my love for extra white chocolate mocha aside ..
*sighs*

anyways. enough of my food life.
lets talk about something else.

......

that's the problem !! i have no life ....................

omo. i am so weird today. must be the after-effects from strawberry smoothie.

i do have something to tell.
lots actually.

i almost got lost yesterday.
i told anduz already.
it was after work, i had to take the bus, didnt know where i was going, so i was wandering around for at least half-an-hour. Then finally, i found a bus stop, which is located in front of a Mercedez-Benz dealership. Quite interesting, looking at sexy beautiful cars while waiting for the bus to come.
Although it was really .. disturbing, people would stare at me while driving pass. 1 Mexican guy even waved at me O_O *hides*
in the end, i was glad when the bus came .... phew. $1.50 for a ride. then i went home.
wait.
that's not it.
i met a new friend! on the bus.
she's Taiwanese tooo ^^ guess what line she said first to me, "Hi! So are you new to riding buses?"
imagine me hiding me beneath the seats. was it really that noticeable? T_T
but yeah. we talked. turns out that she's going to the same University that i'm going ^^

another story to reveal, but it's like more of an "show-and-tell" ones, ya know, when you're in Elementary, you often bring something in and tell it to the whole class.
it's about my face this time.
haha. i told this to Leann and Cats Ge yesterday. but i couldnt tell them what was with my face in English ^^;;
the problem is, my right side of the face was all swollen up, typically on the right jaw. it pained me, that i was crying the first night when it grew swollen ><"
the problem: 火氣大 <-- nahh .. the reason isn't that i grew angry and killed someone, as Ge had suggested.
it's something to deal with high blood pressure? O_o i dont even know. but yeah. My teeth-gums were all puffed, thus producing the swollen look.
i felt SIM-ish. during this time, you know when you create SIM ppl, you have the power to produce the image of their cheeks. imagine me with a puffed up cheek. yup. that'd be me. which is quite weird since my facial bones are actually bonier. i dont have any meat on my cheeks.
anyways, its day 3 now. and it has grown smaller and smaller.. YAY.

ok. i think i have typed enough now.
there's something that i would like to rant about.
HJSplit files.
aishness. they are giving me such an big headache !!

*dies*

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Now playing: 東方神起 - Rising Sun (순수)

Labels: random, rant

1:13 PM |

the stranger

tsukie 'tis the name.

sue works too

but only if i know you in real life :)

lives in rainy state. me love it. trees everywhere :D

emo since high school

random like heck

words coming out of my mouth makes no sense

i obsess easily. yup. watch out for my obsessy-self. i might even get obsess with you! *gasps*

the end

the wantings

the Sweep series: Book 1, 2, 3, 4, 8, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14
a new laptop to replace my durable dell. i need something new again.
man, i go through my laptops like hotcakes. went through 4 already
MOCHAS! haven't have a decent one for a while T.T
some alone time to chill

the cravings

cruising at night
ferrero rochers
white choc. mocha
truffles
ramen
ruffles chip
J/K/T pop cds
books
alone time
you

im alive ... o.o