it's 12:36PM and im here at work, sitting at my beloved working desk, the best one in the office cuz it has this huge arse window which i often look out ... and daydream. and think to myself where are all of these people are going ... im @ like the 20th floor, in a very urban city call Bellevue in Washington. So yeah, everything looks quite small. but i see lots of traffic, and people walking, dogs jumping and prancing, Christmas lights everywhere. and i see the great big sky ... wooooo...
speaking of the sky, it's grey. and the clouds are moving southbound. as always. sooner or later, it'd bound to rain. and then my mood will deplete as well. usually, i like rain. When i sit on my bed, listening to music. listening to the rain plattering on the roof is the best feeling in the world. but i dont feel that way lately. mm. various reasons ne.
#1: GRADES. yes people, sue/tsukie has actually failed a class. i cant help but keep moping about it. ARGH. it's so not me to like ...... get left-behind. at least i got credit for it. *sighs* but then. people always says you learn from your mistakes. So watch out ya'll ppl in Chem 152, I'm gonna catch up sooner or later. Hmm, finally made me open my eyes and reality hits me. I better get a 4.0 next quarter.
#2: So since i failed chem 142. or atually, i didnt fail, i just didnt get enough high score to get to the next level. i got a 1.4 when i needed a 1.7, anyhow. so i have to re-take the class again. Thank god i found a spot, but then, it totally changes my schedule. I wanna take chem 142, psychology and physics. But the quiz section that i have for chem class just ruines everything. YAH. hard to explain for you ppl who dont go to my uni but let's just hope for someone to drop out on chem 142 so that i can change my quiz section class. *fingers crossed*
#3: PMS. no its not PMS anymore, its MSIP. Menstrual Syndrome In Progess. I always like to rant. why doesn't the opposite sex get stuck with it too ne?! Why do we females have to stuck with these monthly crap. Changes my mood like a straight 180. and now, i like to snap at people and find their faults. basically, a bad company. So watch out aye. After 4-5 days, i should be better. At least, that's what i think.
#4: XMAS! AH FUDGE. i still haven't gone out and buy presents for people and it's less than a week before xmas is here. I know you aussies dont care for it but yah! its XMAS. and i have to admit that i got some presents already -_-;;. and ah, just feel guilty, cuz cuz ... they got me something and i don't return the favor back. speaking of xmas, remind me that im also doing the secret santa thing.
OH MAN. OH MAN.
i know fo real whats hitting my bad mood now.
THE PLANNING~!!
SHIT.
i knew i was forgetting something.
JCNET's Most Wanted is coming up this week and i still haven't got it ready yet. Then there is the Survivor Games that Spaxie is practically planning it up all by himself which i totally feel guilty about. And then there is the I <3 Jay game that Dincy is leaving me to run because her computer is going wacko. [it's alright Dincy, just get your comp. back on. and i called you too. the voicemail thing is so hilarious~! the lady's accent. jesus, as funny as anduz's. ROFl.]
AISHHHHHH. And then there is the Review Compeition. in Week 5 as wells.
ladie's and gents, Tsukie's brain shall explode in the matter of weeks.
but *sighs* this is lifeeee.
and speaking of JCNET.
SCREW THEM. SSS. YES. it's finally revealed.
i dont like them people. they are so tainting JCNET. And they need to get a life. like seriously.
ARGH. and so childish tooo. jeez, even ziai acts older than them and she's 14~!
*sighs* immature kids. i shouldn't be getting all worked up cuz of them but my patience is like THIS thin. dont make me lose my temper. it will be ugly. totally ugly. and i probably can, wait, not can, but WILL be meaner and eviller than reene poo poo. :) in that case, the probability of being 'banned' will be hanging around my neck. but, like i care anymore. can't just ignore them cuz, i JUST have to do something about it.
the end.
such a random post. but w.e i just need somewhere to write down all of this stuff.