Tuesday, April 21, 2009

好累喔.

想睡覺.

9:15 PM |

* hola *

meh. been ages and ages.

life is alright. life has been ...... up and down. but at least exciting :)

met few new ppls. caught up with old.

meh.

its 8.56PM right now and im still at restaurant.

my eyes are burning. and no. not because i am looking at porn. but cuz of too much staring. at .. things.

think my eyesight is getting worse. sooner later, imma be blind.

woot.

p.s: andu's bday is coming up. NYAHAHA. old man :) <3

Labels: random

8:54 PM |

Saturday, March 28, 2009

hmmmm.

spring break is almost over and i'm positively deaddddddddd

lately. i have been in a loss of word.
no idea why but feels like that i have nothing interesting to talk about.
ah jeez.
TSUKIE IS BECOMING BORING D:

*dies*

sighs.

ya know what is one secret thing that i wanna do ... which is to become a voice actress =D
for some reason, the job seems funnnnnn and its anime! hahaha

one day i really have to try it out ^.-

Labels: random

2:38 PM |

Friday, January 9, 2009

* thoughtz for post *

ya know .

i dont think anyone ish lame as me.

when i blog. i blog crap.

every. single. damn. time

=)

but then. who cares. its just a place where i can stave my insanity for a few couple mins.

lately. i have been reminiscing. dont know if its a good thing or not.
heck. got me all emo and stuffs when i think about the past, wish that some things can stay as it is. and never change. ever got those kind of thoughts?

moving on to another topic, i realized i get emo fast. emotional or the emo emo where i go all bishy and snap at ppl or just being plain party pooper.
lets take an example when yesterday i found out who the heroin in Vampire Knight 'chose': kaname or zero. she chose kaname.
yup. you can bet your arse off that i freaked. and got pissed ._.
but then, it's only the first arc - who knows in the end yuuki and zero will be together.
but that's not the issue
the issue ish with me. and how i feel towards it.
HECK, its just a ANIME+MANGA. not a real life thing and im like so 'goo goo' and 'gaga' over it. bleh .
so simply. even if it is such a small matter, be prepare for me to go all serious about it *coughs*

hmm. another thing that has been on my mind:
the thing about me and having a bf.

yah. lots and lots of ppl are like wondering why i dont hav one and keep urging me to have one.
but then im thinking ... why the heck would i need one ._. ?
you tell me.
to me, it'll just be another extra person who you'll have to worry about. hav to stay in touch with. buy things for bdays and xmas or w.e occasion. and then you'll hav to make conversation etc etc.

do i totally sound like ... a bitch? o.o or just plain damn lazy.
but then.
can't help it. unless a good reason pop up why i need a bf. i'll bet you on my hershey's chocolates that i aint getting one any time soon.

or maybe......... those ppls are just scared me will grow old and no one will take care of me and i'll be like this 80 yr old virgin spinster.

HAHA. in that case, no need to worry about it. dont think i'll live that long.

oh.

and no. the idea of me being a lesbian crossed my mind. but then no. I still drool after hot guys. for example like Yunho and those few asian hotties that i encounter at school. but romantic interests? nah. they are just eye candies :P good for the eyes. but not good for da licking =D

okies. wrote bout enough already.

night night

Labels: life, random, vampire knight

10:28 PM |

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

HEYHEYYYY

曹：我的心想唱首歌給你聽　歌詞是如此的甜蜜　　可是我害羞我沒有勇氣　對你說一句我愛你
＃卓：為什麼你還是不言不語　難道(是)你不懂我的心　　　不管你用什麼方式表明　我會對你說我願意
●曹：千言萬語裡　只有一句話能　表白我的心　卓：千言萬語裡　只要一句話就　合：能夠讓我們相偎相依
◎曹：我愛你　你是我的茱麗葉　卓：茱麗葉　　　我願意變成你的梁山伯　合：幸福的每一天　浪漫的每一夜　卓：把愛　　曹：永遠　卓：不放開　曹：I Love You　卓：我愛你　你是我的羅密歐　曹：羅密歐　卓：我願意變成你的祝英台　合：幸福的每一天　浪漫的每一夜　美麗的愛情祝福著　未來

yeah.

im crazy

just plain copied and pasted the thingy. LOL

too lazy to edit .___.

WOOT~ but yeah. so addicted to the song. its like my 3rd time getting addicted now .-. was youtubing and bumped into it and now, i cant leave it alone T.T

so how are ya ppl doing? :D :D :D

Labels: random

10:55 AM |

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

yadda yadda.

i dont like working 24/7 35 hrs per week
makes me feel left out and pooped out (pun unintended).

hmm i wanna stop working after July 31st, and spend my lovely time at home.
uni is gonna start soon~ on sept. 22nd =D me knows its gonna be a long long time before it starts again, like 2 months but still, dont just want to waste my time over work even though i am earning some dough.
haha.

so how are you guys doing eh?
seems like we haven't talked in a while. makes me crazy @.@

Labels: life, random, uni, work

10:05 AM |

Monday, June 30, 2008

* me is pooped *

literally and figuratively :)

a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DA TWIN OF MINE <3333333333333

was yesterday for me. T_T

was reading your blog yesterday and glad that you had a good one ne twinnie <33
btw. get a chatbox for it T_T

but anyhow. how is everyone doing?

ah crap

i head off to sleep

OH.

CONGRATS DINCY POO~!

FOR DA JOB. YOU DESERVE IT ^_^

Labels: bday, random

11:15 PM |

Monday, June 16, 2008

* summer~! *

SUMMER IS HERE GUYS! and LADIES ;P

so how are y'all doing?

sorry if it means that i have disappeared off from the planet.

a lot has happened

i got proposed. i rejected. i was addicted to ............... weeds.

haha kidding. to an online game.called Fiesta xD

YUP. main reason why i seem disappardo is cuz of Fiesta. damn but that game is fun to play. even mushy and his friend are playing it! =D =D

*snickers*

currently lvl 39. ahh cant wait when it get to lvl 47 0_0

I WOULD BE SO HAPPY~!!

BTW.

a very LATE LATE HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY KE AI MEI ~~

know its ages ago but still. i should've posted an blog about it.

hmm. you own my soul and body already. and some cookies, as well as a few letters here and there and 112 dollars :)

LMAO what a list. i gotta get bakin' soon ~ or she'll come after me with a broom!

Labels: bday, random

12:40 PM |

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

yup.
i am absolutely dead.
really dead.

if you see me right now, it''ll be seeing like a corpsey person

my eyes are totally bloodshot

went to bed 10.30 woke up @ 11.45 after what was it ? 7 calls from kim telling me to wake up. i was gonna ignore it, but stupid phone kept harping so i woke up.
and did statistics homework from 11.45PM to 5.30AM
yes. and i couldnt wake up.

although it was weird, i was sleeping in the car listening to the iPod. and i guess i was dreaming cuz then my bro was banging at the car window telling me to wake up when i suddenly realized that i was dreaming ..
my dream was ... i had jay chou's songs up in my restaurant. and i think he was singing 'Only You Can Hear' the weird thing is, ziai was there! and pearlie too and i think the other girl was wenmei but i aren't so sure or maybe it was just some random girl but the way how she dressed looked like her 0_o. anyhow. so they were sitting there and they were crying .... at jay's beautiful voice and the sad song lyrics and i was going .... what de heck is going on. how can those 3 be in my restaurant. i was about to go and talk to them when my brother woke me up.

GAH.

i was about to have my virtual dream meet with them 3~! !

anyhow. i am really REALLY tired.
i really cant wait for this week to be over.
but now, i NEED to do my 3 page philosophy paper that is due @ 11.30AM today.

and then tonight, imma have to work on my 8 page English paper that is due tmr.

yup. life is gonna be fun this week.

Labels: random, uni

7:49 AM |

Sunday, May 18, 2008

WOOOOOOT

just making a random post @ 3.19AM

yup. im still awake.

i am so totally ruining my health by doing nothing.

kekekeke

Labels: random

3:19 AM |

Thursday, May 15, 2008

* thoughts and comments and nestea *

so as i am sitting here right now on the second floor of Ode, there is this neat geeky kid who's sitting next to me is getting irritated quite easily
apparently, on the first floor, (we can look down at the first floor on the side) there is this weird guy who says out LOUD 'Paul' once every few mins. (this is like de ja vu, did i blog about this before already? 0_O)
anyways. so the geek kid. keeps glancing down since by chance the guy who keeps saying Paul is right beneath the balcony where we are sitting.

for me, i don't mind anymore. i have become .. immune to it.
but it's funny to see what the kid next to me goes through whenever the guy down there keeps saying Paul once in a while.
First, every time the Paul guy says Paul, he glances down.
after a few mins, seems like he can't take it and puts on earphones. (but it seems the volume doesnt work so he turns it up since he still glances down to look at the paul guy)
so now. i can totally hear his music.
which instead, is making ME ... irritated.

YAH. if he doesnt like to listen to that guy says paul, then he should move 2 more stories high then. go to the 4th floor - that is where ppl studies QUIETLYYY the study floor as it is called. so he wouldn't be bothered by the guy down in 1st floor ( we are on the 2nd).

WOOOOOOO he just took it off. the earphones i mean

0_o why cant i be sitting next to a good looking one instead of a .. dopey-geeky kid .. *sighs*

i should move to the first floor. that is where all the good looking guys are.

but i am still avoiding those people. wells. its kinda weird. i dont see them anymore.

AHHHHHHHHHHhh. I LOVE YOU GOD ~!! T_T

and i am drinking nestea right now. the lemon flavor -- plusssssss a ball of riceball :D

HAHAHA. ball of riceball. so hilarious.

anyhow.

did i say that i bombed my stats quiz today? yup. when i was taking the quiz, i felt so embarassed. cuz i dont know what i am doing -- and then i keep thinking what would the grader thinks if he saw my answer. *hides under the table*

imma really have to ace my final. i GOT TOOOOOOOOOO ~!

LMAO.

how funny.

right now, i am talking to 2 kims. and both their last names starts with an 'L'

and i realize. when i drink something, my pinky would flare up while the rest of the 4 fingers wrap around the thing. the pink would just stand out. it feels weird to wrap ALL of my 5 fingers around the object. go pinky! yay for uniqueness~

ok. me go to philosophy quiz section

thank god tmr is friday

imma finally LIVE!

WOOOOT.

Labels: random, thoughts

10:49 AM |

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

* @ 4.41AM *

ahhhhhhhhhh

just woke up. at 4.25AM

who knows why i woke up so easily today, usually i just grumbles and tries to kill my cell when it start being its alarm mode =D

EHHHHHH. im hungry and i feel ... ehh-ish

i think imma go back to sleep *yawns*

oh yeah. my brother is gonna um, take the written test today. for driving.

let see if he'll pass it. AHA. kidding. think he'll do a good job ^^

ok.
i keep yawning. i go back to sleep

night. or i mean morning.
although i wonder why, imma wake up in like 45 mins or so -__-

btw. just wanna stress that i do not and i repeat DO NOT like that damned person that i talked about in the last blog post.
i swear the last thing that i feel for him is NOT love, can swear my life on that.

haha.

Labels: random

4:40 AM |

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

* the feeling of frantic-ness *

i saw that guy again.

and boy. was i panicking .. and i pretended that i got a phone call from a friend that i have to meet up with her ASAP.

just wanna get away from him every time that i see him *sighs*

i hate this feeling.

the feeling of mouth drying up and heart thumping just by seeing him.

1 word that comes into mind if i just see him: SCRAM.

GAH.

i dont even know why that i want to avoid him that much.

and that is what bugs me. i dont know the reason why i want to avoid that person so much.

Labels: life, random

11:59 AM |

* sighs *

it's one of those days when i feel .... emo.

emo as in ... moody. eats 2 bars of ice-cream each day, not energetic. totally having lameness convos ... etc etc.

i think its the aftermath of PMS.

edit.

omygod. i was so stupid. im in the library right now. and is using my earbuds to listening to some emo songs.
while i was listening. i was thinking to myself why does the music sound so far away?
turns out that i plugged into the wrong outlet and that it was actually coming from the speakers of the laptop -_-;

no wonder ppl were looking at me.

*sighs*

Labels: emo, random

7:37 AM |

Sunday, April 13, 2008

* coldness&piercings~ *

hmm.

so i didnt go to work today ~ but i was gonna get my ears pierced. but then i didn't get to doing it.

yeh. i still have my virgin ears =D

PUAHAHA.

anyhow. so me and my 2 other cousins were thinking of getting our ears pierced, their parents said alright while mine .... says no.

*sighs* poor cousins were heart-broken, since it's the 5th-6th-7th sister thing. LOL ~

so yeh. sucky. although i dont feel that ... heartbroken 0_o

anyways. my dad was going on and on about how current piercings and needles arent safe, and how because of our age right now getting piercing is bad etc etc ... which made me went -> -_-;

oh wells. next time maybe~

yay. now im off doing my editorial for English on 'vegetarianism' xD

Labels: life, random, uni

7:49 PM |

Monday, April 7, 2008

* damit.all.to.everywhere. *

OK.
so.ayoe.who.ca.get.this.is.a.geius.

HAHA.

wrote.a.post.i.cadies.louge.ad.someoe.got.it.^^

ut.itsucks.

look.at.this.crap.maye.you.ca.tell.what.keys.that.iam.missig.from.my.keyoard.

*sighs*

ayhow.so.ziai.told.me.to.write.a.etry.with.my.crappy.keyoard.

so.i.am.

EHHHHHHHHHHH.

this.really.frustrates.me.sice.every.after.a.word.i.have.to.type.a.period.which.slowly.slows.dow.my.time.

grrrr.dam.it.i.didt.do.aythig.to.it.at.all.

yesterday.i.the.car.iwas.eatig.some.juk.food.ad.usig.my.laptop.ad.it.was.all.fie.ad.dady.ut.whe.i.got.home.
the.keys.would.ot.work.at.all~!

why.is.it.that.for.every.laptop.that.i.go.through.its.oud.to.roke.or.somethig.

*sighs*

i.am.totally.screwed.like.literally.

like.i.have.a.essay.due.tmr.ad.what.am.i.goa.do.with.a.crappy.laptop.or.i.mea.keyoard.

T_T

i.waa.go.kill.someoe.

the.ed.

try.to.decipher.it.if.you.ca^^

Labels: random

9:20 AM |

Friday, March 7, 2008

* hungerrrrrrrrr` *

OHOHOHO.

yes.

i am mighty hungry right now and it's ... 4:41 AM

i got up 41 minutes ago, thinking that the registration period for Spring Quarter starts exactly on March 7th but noooooooooooooo ... they also need to set a TIME too when i can finally start choosing courses which is .... @ 6:00AM. -_-;;

so i got 2 hrs up earlier.

am i stupid or what? but yeah, can't go back to sleep now. *sighs*

and to add on to that, i am H U N G R Y. but i can't cook cuz then i'd wake up mum and dad.

*bangs head on wall*

otherwise than that, i smell really good right now :D Victoria Secret Enchanted Apple and Apple Glace skin-silkening body lotion smells soooooooooooo good that i have a hard time not smelling myself ..... AHA. kidding lah :) and such a pretty color too.

i think i have been spazzy about lotions lately =X

(hunger~! go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy T_T)

*yawns*

winter quarter is coming to an end and i have a feeling that i am not doing as well as i am suppose to be doing.
heck. if i dont keep up my grades up, how can i get into the Medical School at the U? and become a pharmacist?! or actually, i have been thinking, IF i fail chem 142 (again, AHA) then i shall start thinking of majoring in accounting since i am already working in an accountant's office. but then i dont wanna give up so easily and just cast i t as as a no-can-do for a pharmacy major but then im also too lazy to get myself back on the track.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so minna! i really gotta like study my brains out for the finals that is coming up in like 2 weeks. thank god that the 3 finals are spaced out on the 17th, 18th and 19th of March or else imma go kill myself if they are like some on the same day ><;
so keep reminding me ah. threaten me or something but tell me that i need to study.

*sighs* i need the motivation. without motivation, i won't be studying that hard. or actually, i DO have motivation but it isn't that strong of a help making me fully wanting to study ..

am i contradicting myself? 0_O

anyhow.

i lied.

imma go back to sleep. too tired all of a sudden ... and to add on top of that, i coughed some of that again yesterday 0_0

Labels: random, school

4:41 AM |

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

* lala *

sorry for no replying ah guys.

have been really busy lately.

or at least thats what i think ...

i have been obsessing with lots of things lately ...... or simply, i obsess quite easily -_-;

Latest obsession: Pirates of Caribbean.

AHA. am i like late ? but yeah. i love Pirates of Caribbean now. <333

let see, what i am/had obsess/ed over with:

Justice Bao (II)
the Batman
Catwoman
Yunho
Seungri
Marsha Canham
Susan Elizabeth Phillips
Jae Bum
dincy
1 litre of Tears
Dae Jang Geum
Big Bang
wenmei
Dong Bang Shin Gi
Jay Chou
kim
Arthur
Sagwa
fong
pavii
BMWs
alicia
Pirates of Caribbean
G.T.O.
Hana Yori Dango
Love Contract
Nora Roberts
Tuzki the rabbit
nayu
Karen Moning
Eve
Roarke
ro
green
red
pt
orange
YoYo and CiCi
melly
Alex and Catherine Cameron
onion tou
bon bon
fanfics
Joanna
mookie
Naruto
Xiao Yu
Peach Girl
ziai
Ouran High School Club
Cardcaptors
Pokemon
Zhang LiYin
Digimon
pearlie
Ninja Turtles
Power Rangers
the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
Godiva
anduz
truffles
hot cocoa
rice
noodles
bbt
black
leann

O=]

AHA. what a random list :) i think there is more though ... and some are just ... fun stuff. AHA

btw. changed my blog song. <333

Labels: Groove Coverage, obsession, random

2:02 PM |

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

* go grannies~! *

aha!

so i was on MSN today and Mushy showed me this:

i find it amazing :)
when i am 70, i wanna still hip-hop too. =D =D

AH.

my laptop REBELLED AND DIED.

GAH.

so right now, i am computerless T_T i feel deprived. and in half. im not my whole self if i dont have my laptop T_T.
yeh. i have been degraded, now i am using one of the computers from Uni. -_-;;;;;;

but yeah. gonna go get a new one.

i think. imma have to go with MAC. a Macbook. woot woot.

gonna leave a huge hole in my money or something.

but but, still have to wait a couple of weeks before i can buy it.

but yay. cant wait.

and omo.

the guy that smells really sweet like vanilla/irish cream/toffee is STILL next to me.
im in smelling haven right now *swooons*

and then, there is this guy, in the library who keeps saying 'Paul' every once in a while. =O wonder whats wrong with him ah =\

Labels: random, youtube

10:30 AM |

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

* one afternoon *

I opened up my blog profile thing

it says i have 23 views since Jan. '07

*BAWLS*

i feel sad.

boo hoo

kidding.

OH. today this morning, while i was eating chocolate. i CHOKED on it.

GAH. couldn't stop coughing, and every time i cough, there was the taste of chocolate =X

EHHHHH

just got off the phone with Leannie Mei. Boy was she high, and screamed a lot to into the phone. ><;

and i just ate oranges. and i keep burping. how un-ladylike *snickers*

UMMMMMM ...... i feel like going to get food. but what should i get ..

a vege. ham, egg and cheese croissant with a cup of cold milk <-- gotta be WHOLE milk. 2% is alright, skim milk sucks, 1% sucks too .. whole milk is da best =D OR just a cuppa of hot chocolate home made. milk boiled with cocoa powder and such ...

hmmm choices choices. AH! A FRESH JUICE BLEND~! or a smoothie! strawberry banana smoothie or a apple/carrot/ginger juice blend.

OH MAN. im so hungry now. *sighs* i go cook now. =P

AHAHA. this post is soooooooooooooo random. i think it was because of that last phone convo with that gal >]

Labels: food, random

4:30 PM |

the stranger

tsukie 'tis the name.

sue works too

but only if i know you in real life :)

lives in rainy state. me love it. trees everywhere :D

emo since high school

random like heck

words coming out of my mouth makes no sense

i obsess easily. yup. watch out for my obsessy-self. i might even get obsess with you! *gasps*

the end

the wantings

the Sweep series: Book 1, 2, 3, 4, 8, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14
a new laptop to replace my durable dell. i need something new again.
man, i go through my laptops like hotcakes. went through 4 already
MOCHAS! haven't have a decent one for a while T.T
some alone time to chill

the cravings

cruising at night
ferrero rochers
white choc. mocha
truffles
ramen
ruffles chip
J/K/T pop cds
books
alone time
you

im alive ... o.o

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

* hola *

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Friday, January 9, 2009

* thoughtz for post *

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Monday, June 30, 2008

* me is pooped *

Monday, June 16, 2008

* summer~! *

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Thursday, May 15, 2008

* thoughts and comments and nestea *

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

* @ 4.41AM *

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

* the feeling of frantic-ness *

* sighs *

Sunday, April 13, 2008

* coldness&piercings~ *

Monday, April 7, 2008

* damit.all.to.everywhere. *

Friday, March 7, 2008

* hungerrrrrrrrr` *

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

* lala *

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

* go grannies~! *

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

* one afternoon *

the stranger

the wantings

the cravings

friends

Archive