my dad once said, 'there are no true friends in the world'
i think i agree. maybe 1/1000000 you can find someone who can relate to you, but in reality. no one is that close. that friend wouldn't understand you. wouldn't know what you are thinking about. making assumptions thinking that they know everything about you. but no. what they see and read are all wrong. they wouldn't die for you. they would pretend nothing is wrong although something IS wrong.
i'm just a stepping stone, someone who can be easily used by people. a toy. played with for like a couple of days, the next, cast aside, feeling useless and worthless.