i finished the drama 1 liter No Namida just now. or 40 mins ago. and it totally BROKE MY HEART.
it's so sad .. but at the same time inspiring.
i swear, i bawled me eyes out when i was watching it throughout the whole 11 episodes.
im sure that some of you guys have seen it so just a short summary:
Based on a true diary, a 15 year old girl named Aya acquired spinocerebellar ataxia. which is an incurable disease that affects the coordination of physical movements. whats cruel about this disease is that while the body is deteriorating, the mind does not. So basically, it is like living in a prison, your mind is trapped inside a body that does not function at all in the end. Some people would have just collapse from it, give it in, waits for death to come for them. but Aya is different. She has this strong will that lets her prolonged her death for 10 years. She died when she was 25.
Out of 10 stars. i give it a full 10. the acting was damn good, Erika Sawajiri is such an good actress, Ryo is sooooo cute <3 <3 . and the songs from the drama. omygod. it's excellent as well. the song that i have in my blog right now, is called Only Human by K. I have a feeling, i will put it on repeat for a long long time. even by just listening to the song, it has the ability to make my eyes teared up, it make me think of the parts from the drama when the song is playing .... the plot is even better. the family, how supportive they were~ Asou Haruto ... the person who Aya grew to love is also amazing, even though he's fictious, i really hope that there are more people like him in the world. He decides to stay with Aya even though he knows that as time went on, her condition will get worse, soon, she won't be able to speak, walk, write etc etc .. their love story on the side is tear-jerking as well.
*sighs* i dont know what to say anymore. i feel so sad arh. *
sighs*
after watching this drama, it made me reflect on my life. i finally have a goal now. i want to help others. i realized just crying my eyes out when i see those people who are in need is no use. so that's why, if i don't go into pharmacy, i want to go into Nursing. even though if it will be tiring. it will be worth it.
last but not least, this is the MV for Only Human by K: simply AMAZING
English translation:
They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness
They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness What awaits us when we arrive there?
When I started on this journey on that far away summer day It was supposed to be to chase my dreams, not to run away
If I could only see tomorrow, there'd be no more sighs Like a boat struggling against the flow Right now I've got to keep going
They say happiness awaits at the end of pain I'm still searching for an out-of-season sunflower
With my hands balled into fists, I wait for the dawn With red fingernail marks and shining tears falling
If I've become used to the loneliness, I'll use the moonlight And fly with featherless wings I've got to keep going further
If the rain clouds have parted, the wet road will be shining Only the darkness can teach us About the strong, strong light I've got to keep going stronger